miss u alot lerh..

whole day like doing nothing nia.. lazy,lepak,ntg to do.. still thinking bout the hight-lighted word on last post.. now gonna chg d.. why we two always get into this kind of situation??

haihz..

dunno i still got chance to see her come back to me or nt.. seriously.. now just thinking somewhere to go.. as long as dun wan come back this 'mafan' place.. alot of prob, alot of worries.. what can i do? 

who can tell me? anyone? someone? noone?

these few days like.. open my eye and see the time.. 4am++ and i cant fall in sleep again.. that feeling just like dunno until when i can hang on and dunno when i will 'deng em soon' (tak tahan)..

i ask a stupid question to someone.. ' ONE DAY IF YPU CANOT SEE ME ANYMORE, WHAT WILL YOU DO?' then i realize.. why i ask this? is it i really wanna quit all of this? leave this sad place? leave her? 

NO!! i cant.. if i leave, who will take care of her? who will make her happy if she sad? who can comfort her?  haihz.. ARRGGGHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sorry for posting the same prob of me and her here.. dun get angry with me.. this is my style.. those who dunno me last time, then now you know me ady..

now days feel like dun wanna play so much and joke so much d.. but act cool very difficult lerh..

if there was anyone can help me to solve the prob and make us back together then good la.. i will beg that person until he/she do for me.. haihz.. still waiting for her..

I Really Love You Dam Much lo... im here for you.. im waiting for you.. *sobs*